the journey of finding myself, stepping out of comfort zone and seeking a sense of belonging.
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
friends with benefits.
已經說了差不多一整年要看這部戲,今晚終於看了。
mila很動人,justin很有型。
劇情其實很老套,但就是拍得好看。
很多笑位,最後的幾幕很感動。
比natalie的no strings attached還要很看,雖然那一套我也很喜歡。
Saturday, July 14, 2012
corinne bailey rae.
stunning and comforting voice.
could it be i’m suffering because i’ll never give in?
won’t say that i’m falling in love.
some kind of therapy is all i need
please believe me
some instant remedy that can cure me completely
Friday, July 13, 2012
camp.
明天(今天?)出camp。
這幾天的lecture都很有趣,德文啦歐洲政治啦歷史啦文化啦,都是圍繞arts and humanities。
難得我每一課也很用心聽,沒有睡覺。
professors都很好,不是平日學校那種跟著投影片或筆記讀誦就算的老師。
也遇到了幾個有趣的arts students/ alumni。其實很想過他們的生活。
同組的組員都玩得很團結,很投契,今晚玩到1時半才捨得走。
不過這幾天,心情都有點怪。
不斷在想以前的事。
可能是有個組員跟她同名吧。
可能是arts faculty有個學生跟她很相似吧。
總之就有一股衝動去找她,成為了夢境的常客。
友人說past is past。
但如果有多一個機會,我會作一個不一樣的選擇。
另外,賈寶玉第三度公演。
只是再沒有人跟我去了。(苦笑)
Thursday, July 5, 2012
fifty shades of grey.
so, i've been reading fifty shades of grey.
the trilogy has suddenly gone wild among the best-seller lists and surprisingly knocked off harry potter as the fastest selling book.
therefore i was like: ok i will give it a try. however i now freaking regret it.
even accounting is more interesting than this book.
firstly, it was poorly written.
the book is written at twilight-level and i lost counts on the times the female character, Ana, refers to her inner goddness and her subconscious. Besides, she never stops blushing, flushing or biting her lips.
Moreover, do the characters talk, like at all? They only murmur and whisper which i find super annoying and unnecessary in many ways. seriously, any teenagers can write this book or u can simply bang ur head to the keyboard and va la! here's ur fifty shades of grey!
secondly, the story background is freaking weak.
am i suppose to believe the male character, Christian, who has sex almost everyday with Ana and rarely goes to work (even if he does, he constantly emails Ana), could have established himself as a billionaire and owns a sole proprietorship at the age of 26 by his very own hands without any help?
seriously what world does the author lives in?
and there's more - he is hot (which is mentioned by Ana almost every page), was adopted and brought up by parents of doctors. sounds familiar? yes his background is very identical to Robert in twilight and this is no incidence. Because this book is inspired by twilight and is as poorly written i can say.
if u look past the way too unrealistic backgrounds and the teenage-level monologues, the main idea is really not that bad. but the writer didnt know how to execute and organize her thoughts finely and result in such a disaster. it could have been much, much better.
All in all, i really did expected much in this book due to the fame it gained. well i was very, very wrong.
however i learnt i should never trust the selling figures (clearly i hvnt learnt from the mistake of the horrible twilights saga) and should revise accounting instead LOL. oh and never judge a book by its cover because the cover art is beautiful.
BUT i heard fifty shades darker and fifty shades freed, the part 2 and 3 of the trilogy are better than this as they start to explore more into Christian's background. therefore i decided to give them a try nevertheless of the poorly written part 1 that disappointed me deeply. of course, only after my HKAAT exam and my week staying at hku for the arts and humanities programme next week.
Thursday, June 21, 2012
17歲。
哎呀。
算是考完試了,其實還有oral。
但不需要特別溫習就已經算是大解放了。
等了這天差不多一個月 - 考了三個星期。
account炒得比其他科還要嚴重。
明明放了很多時間去溫習。
我還要中途肚痛跑了去洗手間。
考了4個小時,之後只想睡到天昏地暗什麽也不顧。
不過還是被“騙“上了友人家。
之後是一連串不知是驚嚇還是驚喜。
不過很開心就是。
雖然累到有點不知如何反應。
還有就是昨天收到ex的message,祝我生日快樂。莫名的有點開心。
明明都已經是陳年往事,差不多一年了。
Thursday, June 14, 2012
im born gay, u were taught religion.
一句駁完: im born gay, u were taught religion.
你聽邊個講?
近日,對於有同學不斷叫我喜歡男人感到極為煩厭。
她說我喜歡男人就會"好d"。又叫我跟她去教會。
夠了。
第一,我不是不認識基督教。我曾是基督徒,不需要你教我認識基督教。
第二,何謂"好d"?
喜歡女人會次一等嗎? 攣就沒直那麼"高尚"嗎?
對不起,我不覺得有何分別。
大家也是愛人而已。
沒直斥其非是我尊重你,但你下次再叫我喜歡男人,我會叫你收聲。
一直不太清楚大家為甚麼不喜歡跟你相處。
現在總算親身體驗。
一開始也不打算跟你出櫃,只是我沒刻意隱瞞,你從言談間得知而已。
究竟我愛男愛女,與你何干?
所以我很感謝我的其他朋友,根本從沒當這是一回事,況且我不只是一個喜歡女人的女人。
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
繼續搏鬥。
哎呀。
今天做完接近4小時的maths卷後,人簡直虛脫了。
於是睡到7時才走去吃飯。
maths一如往日不大理想。
不過算了。
bio我來了。
暑假活動豐富。很期待。
又去酒店做shadowing啦,又去港大文學院搞的一個camp啦,又去日本啦。
只要捱多2星期就行了。