自認不是雄辯滔滔的材料，但大抵也能侃侃而談。
可是，剛過去的中文口試中，卻感到欲哭無淚。（其實也流了2滴淚）
今次的題目是： 在現今社會中，有些人不求有功，只求無過。試評論他們的處事態度。
平日看書上課的古今例子通通用不著。
各組員也顯然對於這個題目束手無策，談來談去也是現今政府的例子。
我算是有加入一個新例子。
發言總共4次，但都缺乏論據支持。
最大遺憾，卻是朗讀部分。
平日永遠不會犯的低級錯誤：回讀，讀錯字，都倏忽走了出來。
感情表達，我想還可以。
但這兩個錯誤應該已經把我的分數打沉到海底。
好吧。
說了那麽多，也無法抹回已經發生了的錯誤。
i will move on.
mom always has an interesting perspective in seeing things.
i kinda think i inherited that from her in some ways - but i did not get all of the trait.
im not as positive and my creativity is limited...
okay i may not get it at all.
what i want to say is, during this difficult time, she reminds me the importance of enjoying myself.
ironic, right?
how could one enjoy endless revisions? not even nerds.
but then, it is one of the few chances that i work so hard to gain an access pass to my dream profession.
and in the end, it will be all worth it.
when you look back, it is really not that unbearable.
p.s. got an offer from kings college london.
boosted my power by 1% lol.
its a REALLY great and competitive university.
but law is my life.
so, i really, really hope that i dun end up studying for business management there.
思想和思想相碰，的確會迸濺無數火花。
但也許，衝擊來得不合時。
無暇整理混亂的思緒之餘，亦打斷了本來的思路。
雖然，這證明我的思維仍有很多不足之處，但有人說過，這個多月，考驗的不再是個人智慧，而是時間分配技巧。
為了某一科的某一份卷中的某一部分困惑了2天，是時候收拾心情，不再戀戰。
逃避的確並非正面或正確的態度。
但人要學懂權衡輕重。
最近，我常說：我怕後悔。
但有些事情要看得豁達一點吧。
i went to an interview for a summer experience at a law firm. it is a shadowing-based 4-week experience.
i hvnt done any interviews since the one for secondary school admission.
therefore, im quite nervous.
just finished it.
and geez, i really needa stop talking sooooo quickly which is a bad habit of mine when im nervous.
the worst part is hving exposed a vulnerable part of me.
hope i wont do it next time :|
nice experience overall.
okay im making a commitment to myself: i must complete the first run of my final revision within the next 2 weeks.
the second run have to start no later than 19/3.
all my life, i hv been a lazy person. but not this time.
no regrets.
