what does it matter that my love could not keep her. the night is shattered and she is not with me. love is so short, forgetting is so long.
i will recover. im certain. even quicker than the last time. somehow, through all the heartbreaks, i realize love and possession is different.
there will be days that i find myself surrounded by strangers feeling everyone is happier than i do. there will be nights that i wake up holding my phone, desperately seeking for even a slight vibration. but i will be good.
however, no, i will no longer be the same. nothing stays the same. no one will ever stay for u. no words have a lasting meaning. people change and there is no way to stop them. because like them, u are changing too.
life may as well be a confusing maze. we meet in the middle of somewhere. and leave with nothing but a distant receding figure. we will never have any idea about what is behind the turning corner.
at least for now, i have you. 8 of you that means the world to me. all of you that pushes me to go on. walk. run. cry. smile. this is life.