搏盡背後。

hku is an amazing place and it opens up a lot of opportunities.
the best part is how you get to meet many different people.

however, it is not easy being here.
especially now that i have chosen to take up something that requires a lot of effort and dedication.

since you are meeting different people, you have to be an active talker or respondent at all times.
since you are taking up so much responsibility, you are also sacrificing your time with family and friends out of the hku circle.

at times, i just want to find a companion that allows me to truly be myself.
one that i do not have to force conversations with.
one that i feel comfortable with.

i wish you were here.
you are rarely here but your mere appearance lightens up my day.
however, you are out of my reach.
you are so far away from my life.
but i can't help adoring you.
your words become my strength to go on at times of despair.
i often ask myself in predicament, what would you do if you were me?
you are basically my rock.

you will never know everything that i feel.
but i just need to see you more.
just a little bit more...

:)

im proud to say im now part of the proposed cabinet of english society 2013-2014 session :)

it all started from the ocamp that i joined.
i love everything about it.
the people are amazing and very friendly.
the games are really enjoyable and successfully connected all the jomates together.
the atmosphere was playful yet we all gained something during that 3 days.
by the end of the camp, i became determined to be an executive committee member of english society.

then we had to go through the recruitment process and interviews which can be nerve wreaking at times.

and finally, the result came today.
im more than surprised and beyond ecstatic.
this marks the start of something unknown yet very exciting.
it proves how you have to step out of your comfort zone at times to get what you want.

fork in the road.

once upon a time when we ask if that must be the way.
now i stand here facing the fork in the road.
befogged as ever, i took my chance and turn to the forest which i thought i knew what was there.

miles to go and i see nothing.
miles to go and i lose something off my arms.
miles to go and i tripped and slipped.

turn left, turn right.
should i move on or go back?

yet i saw the dim light ahead.
torn as i was, i kept going on the road least traveled.

where will it lead to and when will it end?
for so many unanswered questions, i kept going and allow fate takes the wheels.

the great escape.

loney, loney girl.
engulfed by the constantly imbuled darkness
after a steady spiral downwards, inwards, outwards.
that lost soul, that lost dream.
and too the noises and scurrying life outside
did nothing to grace the heart of solitude.

close your eyes and drift away.
oblivious to the crimson package split asunder by the god of hearsay.
oh loney, loney girl.
escape from this lonely, lonely place.

bedazzled.

the scenes replays, as if the rays of sunshine touching on the heartstrings.
the electric twists, embarking the start of something unknown.
the laughs, thumping the earth and echoing around and around.

bedazzled but peace remains.
and how i wish time to stand still, time to stop creeping away.

chur life begins.

23號入細o
25號出camp
26號玩o day
27號入大o
29號出camp
30/31號gathering
1號action q interview
2號第一日返學

好似chur左少少。

hku :)

hku here we go!

i have looked into the common core that we have to study in the first 3 yrs.
the courses are simply awesome!!!!
i want to study courses abt sexuality and gender, forsenic science, moralities and ethics so badly ._.
i wanna join the hku queer alliance.
i wanna live in lung wah street residential colleges.
i wanna meet new people through orientation camp.

i just cant wait to start NOW!