搏盡背後。

hku is an amazing place and it opens up a lot of opportunities.
the best part is how you get to meet many different people.

however, it is not easy being here.
especially now that i have chosen to take up something that requires a lot of effort and dedication.

since you are meeting different people, you have to be an active talker or respondent at all times.
since you are taking up so much responsibility, you are also sacrificing your time with family and friends out of the hku circle.

at times, i just want to find a companion that allows me to truly be myself.
one that i do not have to force conversations with.
one that i feel comfortable with.

i wish you were here.
you are rarely here but your mere appearance lightens up my day.
however, you are out of my reach.
you are so far away from my life.
but i can't help adoring you.
your words become my strength to go on at times of despair.
i often ask myself in predicament, what would you do if you were me?
you are basically my rock.

you will never know everything that i feel.
but i just need to see you more.
just a little bit more...