i just know it will be all worth it.

mom always has an interesting perspective in seeing things.

i kinda think i inherited that from her in some ways - but i did not get all of the trait.
im not as positive and my creativity is limited...

okay i may not get it at all.

what i want to say is, during this difficult time, she reminds me the importance of enjoying myself.
ironic, right?
how could one enjoy endless revisions? not even nerds.

but then, it is one of the few chances that i work so hard to gain an access pass to my dream profession.
and in the end, it will be all worth it.
when you look back, it is really not that unbearable.

p.s. got an offer from kings college london.
boosted my power by 1% lol.
its a REALLY great and competitive university.
but law is my life.
so, i really, really hope that i dun end up studying for business management there.

火花。

思想和思想相碰，的確會迸濺無數火花。

但也許，衝擊來得不合時。
無暇整理混亂的思緒之餘，亦打斷了本來的思路。

雖然，這證明我的思維仍有很多不足之處，但有人說過，這個多月，考驗的不再是個人智慧，而是時間分配技巧。

為了某一科的某一份卷中的某一部分困惑了2天，是時候收拾心情，不再戀戰。
逃避的確並非正面或正確的態度。
但人要學懂權衡輕重。

最近，我常說：我怕後悔。
但有些事情要看得豁達一點吧。

慌亂。

在壓力下，人變得慌亂。
但在今次數學考試中，我親身體會到一個道理。
對著煩複的數學題，不懂也不要緊。只要避免草率，也一樣可以取得好成績。

今天，我卻忘了教誨。
明天我要做得更好。
加油。

the first interview in years.

i went to an interview for a summer experience at a law firm. it is a shadowing-based 4-week experience.

i hvnt done any interviews since the one for secondary school admission.
therefore, im quite nervous.

just finished it.
and geez, i really needa stop talking sooooo quickly which is a bad habit of mine when im nervous.
the worst part is hving exposed a vulnerable part of me.

hope i wont do it next time :|

nice experience overall.

silver linings.

Excelsior!!

memo.

okay im making a commitment to myself: i must complete the first run of my final revision within the next 2 weeks.
the second run have to start no later than 19/3.

all my life, i hv been a lazy person. but not this time.
no regrets.

stupidity.

some people just don't get it, don't they?
i love socializing but i have a freaking exam tomorrow and you gonna come to my house and disturb me?
somehow, some people just assume i do not have to do revision ta-da-ta-da-ta.
plus, you are one of the few people on my list of hard-to-like annoying people.
some people are disliked by majority for a reason.
sorry, im not always that mean, but its hard when you are around.